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Does it hurt when you think about me? [11 Jun 2005|03:53pm]
Well. I missed this journal, so I'll pop on over for a bit. I might post in both of mine (here and _hands_downx)

Umm. Today kinda sucked so far. My mom made me cry in public because she was being a bitch, but I'm fine now.

Mmm. Sour neon worms.
Mmm. Thunderstoms.

Minicamp in two days, Paul's tomorrow. How exciting.

I got some new Chuck Taylors for $20. The dark green w/yellow ones. woot.

...and I know how it feels to walk out on your own.
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[07 Mar 2005|06:14pm]
if you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.
then post this to your journal. see what people remember about you.
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[06 Mar 2005|11:00pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Alrighty. I haven't updated here in a while!

So, I went to Mark's youth group tonight, and it was really fun! I think I'm going back next week, too. Hooray. Um... I haven't really been doing a lot lately. I start driver's training at Sears tomorrow, but it's Monday TUESDAY Wednesday THURSDAY from SEVEN TIL NINE. DAMN IT. I have to miss all but half an hour of drumline and percussion ensemble for THREE WEEKS. I'm sure Paul will be less than happy. Eff. Um... MY dad came home from Florida early, which means I will have money soon. Sir Mark Denkins and Sarah are downstairs watching American History X, but I really don't feel like watching movies right now. I am tired, but not really. I'm going to have to redo some of my slides tomorrow, because my first one sucked. ::le sigh:: Other than that, life is good. Yep. I should make a layout for this journal as well, it could be mah-velous. ::whimsical smile:: Haha. I'm dumb... and I'm out.

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Streets glisten with diamonds [31 Dec 2004|04:59pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Ach. I'm in need of an update, aren't I?

Well. I just put up a new layout, inspired by Sarah. I'm going to leave this entry public so you can all experience the glory. ::cheesey Sarah smile, with thumbs up::

So, going to Sarah's soon. then I've got the weekend free so far, and then Monday is Quiznos with Barkey. Score. Mmm. Quiznos.

My dog is freakin' awesome. I just took a bunch of pictures of her with really crappy lighting. Want to see?
MacKenzie! 1 2 3 4

Marvelous waste of time, but Krystal will be here soon to pick me up for Sarah's. I'm out.

Pretty as a picture...

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[09 Dec 2004|04:50pm]
[ mood | upset... trying to have hope. ]

and you said I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
the end will justify the pain it took to get us there...

and you promise me
that you believe
in time I will defeat this
cause somewhere in me
there is strength...

reach out to me
make my heart brand new
every beat will be for you
for you

and I know you know
you touched my life
when you touched my heavy heart and made it light
-Relient K

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[04 Dec 2004|02:48pm]
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Look for the girl with the broken smile. [19 Sep 2004|03:21pm]
[ mood | cold ]

skyhighpaladin: hi
KaseyFDL: hey there
skyhighpaladin: i heard interesting news about you recently
KaseyFDL: hmm?
skyhighpaladin: do you have a bf?
KaseyFDL: yes
skyhighpaladin: ...did you not want me to know?
KaseyFDL: what do you mean?
skyhighpaladin: well i mean...news like that, i would have thought that you would tell me, but i guess not, it doesnt really matter, i was just wondering. i know i would let you know if i had a girl...well...actually
KaseyFDL: well, we've only been together for six days, you and i haven't really talked, and it's stated in my AIM profile.
skyhighpaladin: yeah, dan
skyhighpaladin: you didnt say that
skyhighpaladin: i asked what that meant and you didnt explain
KaseyFDL: huh?
skyhighpaladin: nevermind
KaseyFDL: no, what did you mean?
skyhighpaladin: by what?
KaseyFDL: when did you ask about him?
skyhighpaladin: a little while ago, you said he was "just another band kid" or something
skyhighpaladin: you didnt say he was your bf
KaseyFDL: did you ask "who's dan?"
KaseyFDL: i figured you understood and were asking how i met him
skyhighpaladin: yeah, i asked whos dan...i had no idea what you meant...im sorry
skyhighpaladin: im so stupid
KaseyFDL: nah.
skyhighpaladin: well anyway...i myself might sooner or later see someone...who likes me and who i like...alot...i think she lives just a bit closer than you...it takes like 8 hours to get there...and like 12 to get to you i think...i think
skyhighpaladin: alas...i want to see her...yet i still have another month and a half till i get my license
KaseyFDL: well, that's not really all that long
skyhighpaladin: how true that is...

is he trying to make me feel guilty?
...'cause it's not workin'. :\

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[18 Sep 2004|11:57pm]
[ mood | awake ]

SlickTrumpet94: So
SlickTrumpet94: Does dan like sarah or krystal?
SlickTrumpet94: ive benn confused about that
KaseyFDL: ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SlickTrumpet94: Dan maske is going to homecmong with krystal
SlickTrumpet94: But I heard he liked sarah
KaseyFDL: No, he isn't........
SlickTrumpet94: Yeah, he asked her to it
KaseyFDL: do you mean matt?~
SlickTrumpet94: Thats the one
SlickTrumpet94: lol
SlickTrumpet94: I always get those two cponfused
SlickTrumpet94: lol
SlickTrumpet94: little maske
SlickTrumpet94: lol
SlickTrumpet94: Sorry
KaseyFDL: *finishes hyperventilating*

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I'm a dork. And dang proud. [14 Sep 2004|04:19pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

I am the number
I am friendly


what number are you?

this quiz by orsa

HAHAHAHAHHA. I am SUCH a loser...

Krystal, I'm listening to it. And i love it. HAha. Yay.
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So, I tried a colorbar. Shoot me. [12 Sep 2004|11:03pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

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i hate livejournal. and being broken up with, for that matter. [12 Sep 2004|09:24pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

If LJ Was a High School by Karen_Walker
Lunch Ladyseniorbarkey
Head Cheerleaderhappyhappyist
Prom Queenraceforthesky
Gang Member_natural_blonde
Band Geekcheddarnavybean
Theatre Geekpossumlover
Chess Club Captainmendito07
Loner Goth Kidxbondagefairyx
Class Clownlawrynn
Quiz created with MemeGen!

prom queen and head cheerleader make me laugh. hysterically.
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We'll all float on, anyway. [10 Sep 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Hahahaha. Just by writing that subject I am freakishly giddy. Haha. I just started to regal finger to this. Ha. Hahahaha. I am laughing so much. HA. I think it's just Float On that makes me giddy. o_o

Okay- updating now! Sophomore year is going very well. Physical science is fun because of Krystal and Dan and because Mrs. McGowan is cool. I'm trying to convince Ruddy to put me and Jared in Wind Ensemble. I'm done. Music is too good. Yes.

oh, band 7:15 AM. Reminds me of Toledo regionals. :(


are you aware of how much you complicate me?
and are you aware your words suffocate me
and don’t deny you’re talking behind my back to your friends
and don’t deny one day you’ll need me need me

all my life I’ve been looking for the answers
to the questions u never asked
and we never planned on this disaster
when will I let it go

so incomplete your stare is cold unlike anything I’ve ever seen
so incomplete your body is tired and falling apart at the seams
I won’t deny I took the part in never wanting you back
I don’t deny one day you’ll need me need me

all my life I’ve been looking for the answers
to the questions u never asked
and we never planned on this disaster
when will I let it go

if its tonight please let me know
if its tonight why don’t you let me know

[Chorus x3]

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All my life I [06 Sep 2004|11:41pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

What is your first name backward?: Yesak.
How tall are you?: 5'2ish
What color are your socks right now?: Psht...socks.
Does your Mom have any siblings?: Bob, Ray, Martha.
Have you ever played the piano?: Took lessons for five years.
How old will you be in 17 years?: 32
Who was the last person you said "Fuck" to?: Nick?
Do you have braces?: No, I wish I did though.
Do you have retainers?: See above.
Do you have your virginity?: Of course!
Name your 3 closest friends.: Sarah, Faustine, Krystal.
What's your favorite style of music?: Emo all the way! lol
How many windows are in the room you're in?: 3
How many pillows are in the room you're in?: 4?
How many other people are in the room you're in?: My dog... does she count?
Is the TV on?: No.
If it's on, what's on it?: n/a
Do you have a camera?: Yes!
What's the last thing you wrote on a Post-It?: Pink Post-it!
What is currently atop your head?: a ponytail!

Are you afraid of...
Bugs?: No, but I don't like them
Spiders?: Yes
Clowns?: Yes. and I was before it was "cool". They're freakin' creepy.
Doctors?: ... sometimes.
Dentists?: Not consciously.
Ghosts?: Yes.
Tall people?: Ben? Nope.
Fat People?: Why would I be?
Old People?: I love old people.
People with disabilities?: Nope.
Hair metal?: No.
Metal?: No?
Emo people?: Barkey? Yes.
Gothic People?: Psh...
Steve Belmont?: No.
Guns?: Where is it pointed?
Steve Belmont's Hair?: No?!
Battery Acid?: Nope.
Nuclear Holocausts?: I'd laugh, honestly.
Germans?: I am one. MuahahahahaHaHAHAHAHA.
Italians?: Nope.

Would you rather...
Pee a marble, or crap a softball?: Crap a softball.
Get stranded naked at work, or in a foreign country?: Foreign country.
Stub your toe every 10 mins or hit your funny bone every 5 mins?: Funny bone.
Jam an ice pick up your nose or get your eyeball caught with a fish hook?: Ice pick. People do it all the time.

Which do you prefer?
Metal or Hardcore?: Progressive.
Emo or Punk?: Emo.
Pens or Pencils?: Pens.
Long hair or Short hair?: Long.
Cold or warm?: Cold. XD

More randomness
Write the first thing that comes to your head.: They'll never hurt you like I do.
How many times have you worn a dress?: Lots.
How many times have you worn a suit?: Iuno.
How many times have you worn a chicken suit?: None, but now I want to.
How many screen names have you had?: Lots.
What's your favorite quote?: "These clouds we're seeing, they're explosions in the sky."
What's your least favorite quote?: "I'm goth."
What's your favorite curse word?: Fuck.

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I am Jack's mendula oblongata... [06 Sep 2004|12:31am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Saw Fight Club all the way through for the first time tonight...

Hence, new layout.


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[30 Aug 2004|03:40pm]
[ mood | itchy. ]

Mmm. update. My computer ate the last one I started to write. >.<

-So, I'm chillin' in Faustine's basement. I love me some 'Stine. ^-^ Yar-har.

-School started agian today. I'm a sophomore. *rolls eyes* At least my schedule is right and stuff now. Silly school. Oh! German III is going to be SO EASY. We've got Mrs. Brown again. Hahaha. XD

-Band camp was a bunch of fun, though painful, band-y stuff. We've got pictures in like, half an hour. Stupid time-eating band. I hope we start learing more drill, because that means no drums. Yay for no drums.

-I've still got "For You To Notice" stuck in my head... reminding me, for some reason, that I wonder if Barkey got home. Hmm. Ah well.

-People Under The Stairs is possibly the most racial stereotyping movie ever made. I mean, oh man. Black family living in the ghetto, they're being evicted by white people and have to go rob people to keep their house. *big thumbs up*

-Aaaaaaand, I can't think of what to write about, so here you go: "My legs are spread because I'm hot!"

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[28 Aug 2004|07:28pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.


I'm dying inside.

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[23 Aug 2004|01:23am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Killer in me is a killer in you.

Send a smile over to you.

I'm sorry. It needed to be done.

Jesus, I sound like you.

Camp later today.

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[22 Aug 2004|10:53pm]
Echo Grove Camp
1101 Camp Rd.
Leonard, MI 48367

Write me, bizznatches.

Yes, even if you're in band, write me.
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Unstitch your eyes, So you could read this forever [21 Aug 2004|12:47am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

So, I feel like I'm going to puke. My mom is really upset about turning 50.

Anyway. I spent most all of today/yesterday with Tom. It was fun. I don't really feel like updating, but I will. So, I told him to call and wake me up, but I didn't wake up to the phone. Twentyish times. Because I'm retarded. And this isn't correct sentence structure. So, I wake up to the doorbell. I grab my glasses and run downstairs and answer the door. Tom is standing there. Ha. So, I run upstairs and get dressed and go back down to brush my hair. Then I left. Without my schedule. I got yelled at for that. Oh well, I had fun today/yesterday. So after that we went back to his hoose and I sucked it up at some MarioKart. Ashley came over and we went to Mongolian Barbeque. Yum. After that Ashley had to leave to go shopping. Joy. We sat around and watched a whole lotta TV and stuff until Matt's girlfriend got there. We ended up going out to Dairy Queen. Mmm... Brownie Blizzard. *drool* When I got home, Nick came over and we took MacKenzie for a walk. When we got back from that, Ashley came over. Today/yesterday was good fun. I think Tom's mom thinks he likes me again, which makes me laugh. Well, I'm out. Thank you to all of my friends for being marvelous, and thank you Jared for burning this for me.

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As they fall into the bucket of your apologies [18 Aug 2004|10:13pm]

If I only had an ocean to compliment this sky
I'd pull it down, I'd paint it for you and never question why
Cause red would mean you love me
And blue would mean you care
And black my heart were left to those with cold uncaring stares
This is the burning of a dream
This is the burning of a dream

The sound now turns to silence
But I keep spinning around
Naked in the rain of my own tears
As they fall into the bucket of your apologies
And im closing everyone elses eyes
Because you rowed ashore
Not to see the volume rise again</color>
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